Grrrrrr!

Warning: The following post is total gibberish that I just needed to get out of my system. It's a total venting session. Proceed at your own pace. . .and consider the source.

When it rains, it pours. Right? So, ENOUGH WITH THE RAIN ALREADY!

I mean, Really. Enough is enough. I am so ready for something good to happen in my life this year. 2007 just needs to be started over. Grrrrr!

So, my nice beautiful green garden I so tenderly cared for? Yeah. It's gone. All of it. I'm not sure if it was the rancid rabbits or the blithering birds. But it is all gone. So much time and effort down the drain. You would think that there was more than enough plant life around that they would leave my caged up veggies alone, but apparently I thought wrong. Grrrrrr!

I go back to school tomorrow. I took a bunch of my beauty basics to school on Friday so I wouldn't have to make upteen trips into the building tomorrow. Apparently I have a coveted station and have already caused a bunch of drama by choosing to sit in the corner. Grrrrr! Just what I need.-- a bunch of hormonal mishaps gossiping behind my back. Isn't it enough that I am already the new girl? **sigh** Enough is Enough.

Sundays. I hate them. For me, they are just about the worst day of the week. Why? Church starts right during nap time. I lead the music in sacrament meeting while my baby is screaming his head off. Random people in the congregation sneer at me to smile while I attempt to make Josh shut up. Then I go to Primary where I chase kids down the hall --mind you they are never mine-- and for the past two months, I have been substituting for the different classes cause my teachers hardly ever all show up on the same day. I am so tired. So tired of going out of my way for all these people. I mean really. You would think some one would see that I have my hands full and offer to help, but that NEVER happens. I have tried calling people to substitute, but for some reason, I can never find anyone at the last minute. But, yet, if the tables are turned, I am the first person that everyone calls when they need something. Grrrrrr! Enough is enough already. This needs to stop.

I am tired of the world expecting so much. I am just me. I am not a super hero or anything fantastically out of the ordinary. Yes, I like to help people when I can, and I will go out of my way for friends and family. But when random individuals start expecting me to do things with out asking, and get annoyed because I don't bend over backwards and jump through hoops to get trivial matters accomplished, I find myself wondering who these people really are. Friends? Saints? Neighbors? Come on. I don't buy that for a minute. I just want to raise my family and build up my home. --not everyone elses. Grrrr. Enough is enough. I am done. I can't --and won't-- do this anymore.